Projects

           For the last few months I have created a lot of projects including my personal business. I'm kinda scared that I will make a mistake. I never had a business before. This will be my biggest project yet. I hope that I do really well. My second to biggest is the novel I'm currently hand writing, then I'm gonna type it. All these Ideas for this book are flowing into my head. The more they come the more I write. I am planning to get this published. I will be really excited if it does. The third project is hopefully I can return to college and make something of myself, I have been hurting, because my failure in completing these courses I started. I am 30 years old and need to do something with my life. So these projects are a big part of the transformation. If I finish this book, I know I can do anything, including finishing school. My computer business is another task, If I get this project working like it should I will be able to make more money and get a car again. I really miss my car. Plus have the money to pay off these debts I have accumulated. I need to stay on task. I have a lot of time at work for completion of my novel, since work hasn't really given us anything to do.

          Today, I'm excited that I was able to start the payment plan for the college loans. Its been awhile since it began. I rather just go to a school then learn from an online course. I really couldn't lean anything without the help of a personal teacher. When I start classes again I will be trying to get my AAIT degree then my bachelor's degree. Then I will take web design, and maybe photography. If I have anymore time, I will get my software and hardware certification. Which will help me in my business I started late September. Well I have to get back to work on my novel. Sorry for the late entry, I will try to do better in updating this thing, See Ya

Tired

Today's post is about how tired and sick I am. With three weeks to go before surgery, I have been having random pains. Which sometimes keeps me from having a well rested sleep. I can't wait to have this done and over with. Today for example I am so tired and nauseous I don't even know why I came to work. I was about to call out, but I didn't I went to work anyway. FML. Well I hope today gets better. When I get home hopefully I can get some more sleep. Probably not, My Grandma is coming up from Bristol Tenn. I want to spend as much time with her. I kinda wished that she came up, when I had my surgery. I have a week off for recovery. Oh Well, I guess not. As I am sitting here typing this Blog, my eyes are getting heavy and ready to fall asleep. I tried drinking Mountain Dew, to stay awake. It's not working one bit. With this gallbladder issue I am scared to drink too much energy drinks. I need to find something to wake me up. AHHHHH! this sux really bad. Well, I'll add more later.......If I'm awake long enough to type.

Touching Moment

Today, I just read a article called "Lucas and Juno: Special bond of a rescued dog and dying boy" written by Michelle Leifer, from Vetstreet.com. This article made me tear up when I heard the father talk about his son Lucas. It makes me sad that little kids have go this these horrible diseases. I can't imagine what the parents go through watching there sons and daughters die. What more amazing is that these children have more strength and hope that some of the adults do. I'm real happy that this family was able to save Juno, giving this dog a second chance and I'm happy to read about the bond this dog and the little boy have. Kudos to these parents. I am a pet owner myself and this article is a great story. Thank you for posting this story Ms. Leifer. Here is the link for others to check out this amazing story.... Please check it out and comment.
Lucas and Juno: Special bond of a rescue dog and dying boy (today.com)

Getting Older

I realize as I am getting older, that things I loved to do have changed, I just turned 30 in April of this year. First thing is hanging with my friends, I love hanging with them but lately not so much. It's like I'm intruding on their lives, many of my friends are married, so have children. I have neither. I feel that I'll never have a family of my own. I'm just fighting now to make ends meet financially. Maybe I was destined to have a not normal life.

Second thing is I'm starting to want to do things by myself, want things quiet and peaceful, that is hard when living with people. My dream is to have a house as far away as possible in the woods where selective people know. But it's just a dream. The third is going places, like the mall or crowded places, I kind of panic when I'm in places where a lot of people hang. Before, I didn't care but now it just crazy.

Lastly, I just feel about giving up, and moving to another state or maybe country. And starting a new. Because there is nothing here for me. All of my friends have moved on, but hang with me when they have time. I just don't know anymore. Even right now as I sit here at work, which I sitting here waiting for work to do. I just want to leave. I'm getting tired all the time. Well ... More to come

My First Blog

Hello Everyone,
Welcome to my new blog page. I am new to blogging, So for now I am gonna try my best to update this thing the best that I can, and when I can. So today as I sit here at work updating and customizing this NEW blog and  trying to figure out what to type, I decided to just save things for the next blogs. Also I added a photo section with some random pictures. See ya soon......