Tired

Today's post is about how tired and sick I am. With three weeks to go before surgery, I have been having random pains. Which sometimes keeps me from having a well rested sleep. I can't wait to have this done and over with. Today for example I am so tired and nauseous I don't even know why I came to work. I was about to call out, but I didn't I went to work anyway. FML. Well I hope today gets better. When I get home hopefully I can get some more sleep. Probably not, My Grandma is coming up from Bristol Tenn. I want to spend as much time with her. I kinda wished that she came up, when I had my surgery. I have a week off for recovery. Oh Well, I guess not. As I am sitting here typing this Blog, my eyes are getting heavy and ready to fall asleep. I tried drinking Mountain Dew, to stay awake. It's not working one bit. With this gallbladder issue I am scared to drink too much energy drinks. I need to find something to wake me up. AHHHHH! this sux really bad. Well, I'll add more later.......If I'm awake long enough to type.

Touching Moment

Today, I just read a article called "Lucas and Juno: Special bond of a rescued dog and dying boy" written by Michelle Leifer, from Vetstreet.com. This article made me tear up when I heard the father talk about his son Lucas. It makes me sad that little kids have go this these horrible diseases. I can't imagine what the parents go through watching there sons and daughters die. What more amazing is that these children have more strength and hope that some of the adults do. I'm real happy that this family was able to save Juno, giving this dog a second chance and I'm happy to read about the bond this dog and the little boy have. Kudos to these parents. I am a pet owner myself and this article is a great story. Thank you for posting this story Ms. Leifer. Here is the link for others to check out this amazing story.... Please check it out and comment.
Lucas and Juno: Special bond of a rescue dog and dying boy (today.com)

Getting Older

I realize as I am getting older, that things I loved to do have changed, I just turned 30 in April of this year. First thing is hanging with my friends, I love hanging with them but lately not so much. It's like I'm intruding on their lives, many of my friends are married, so have children. I have neither. I feel that I'll never have a family of my own. I'm just fighting now to make ends meet financially. Maybe I was destined to have a not normal life.

Second thing is I'm starting to want to do things by myself, want things quiet and peaceful, that is hard when living with people. My dream is to have a house as far away as possible in the woods where selective people know. But it's just a dream. The third is going places, like the mall or crowded places, I kind of panic when I'm in places where a lot of people hang. Before, I didn't care but now it just crazy.

Lastly, I just feel about giving up, and moving to another state or maybe country. And starting a new. Because there is nothing here for me. All of my friends have moved on, but hang with me when they have time. I just don't know anymore. Even right now as I sit here at work, which I sitting here waiting for work to do. I just want to leave. I'm getting tired all the time. Well ... More to come

My First Blog

Hello Everyone,
Welcome to my new blog page. I am new to blogging, So for now I am gonna try my best to update this thing the best that I can, and when I can. So today as I sit here at work updating and customizing this NEW blog and  trying to figure out what to type, I decided to just save things for the next blogs. Also I added a photo section with some random pictures. See ya soon......